Enough about losing inspirations and stuff. I simply must get back to blender and to things that I may some day understand. This stuff is too complicated and it makes my head hurt. In addition there are no manuals or tutes to help you out either…
Well, that’s pretty boring and even so, if whatever super civilization was or will be… Here’s the thing: No entity is ever possible to achieve full understanding. Uncertainty principal. It is only capable of belief. For intelligent, self aware beings, as our common consensus goes, call it Faith.
Many, too often forget: Life itself is an interactive manual…
Take a bit of inspiration from the look on life of a genius as Richard Feynman was… is? 
Also check many of his quotes where he explains, as even A. E. would most likely say: “It’s pretty simple.”