CD, I don’t believe everything is a conspiracy.
When I see inconsistancies in something, I tend to try and find out why they are there, what is the cause.
Many times I find a conspiracy. I belive in action, reaction, basicly there is a reason for everything, when someone gives me a reason that does’nt make sense, or that goes agianst other reasoning, I try and find the answer.
You claim you are a dragon, post a picture of yourself, take a camera and take a picture of yourself, we shall see if you really are a dragon. You can offer no proof of your claim, you can believe all you want that you are a dragon, but the proof is in the pudding my friend, you think that CTers are off there rocker, yet you fail to bring us evidence of what you believe.
Please explain to us the reasoning behind this belief though, so maybe we can better understand you as a person.
My personal take on what you are doing is that you want to belive that you are special, that your life has meaning, mostly because you have been sheltered from the rest of the world because of your upbringing. You felt as a teen that nobody understands you, you feel as though you have been shunned from the rest of society, you like dragons, so to try and find yourself, to try and figure out who you are and where you belong in life, what your lifes purpose is. You make up this idea that you are a dragon, dragons are cool, you’ve never before been considered cool by your peers, you may not even have peers because of the strict upbringing by your religious parents. You need to feel special, thinking you are a dragon makes you feel that way.
I understand the need and want of wanting to feel special, CD, you are special, you’ve become a really good artist here on BA, you are special and your life has meaning and purpose, but instead of resorting to fantasy, go out into the rest of the world, learn how to adapt to there ways, be in the world, but not of it, you don’t have to sin and resort to things you think are bad, you will find people who do like you and people who don’t.
Me personally, I found out I only had one real friend, and me and her aren’t even friends anymore, mostly because I found that I had such a profound effect on her life that I messed her life up just by leaving, so I figured I might as well leave permenantly before She grows attached to me more, because I could end up ruining her life permenantly.
It seems that I become a moral compass for many of my friends, when I left TX, there lives fell apart.
I am now commited to not having friends.
I don’t want to destroy anymore lives.