I can’t motivate myself to work anymore. I feel like im doing it wrong. All my models turn out dull and never seem to improve. I’ve been doing this for 5 years and my quality is nowhere near production level. It’s pissing me off how I can’t seem to get that spark to make something like I had when I started. I can’t push myself to finish a model and when I do, Even when it gets praise I think it looks like shit. But. I. Don’t. Know. Why.
it’s killing me. I hate my work but not in a motivating way. it’s not particularly I think but I just can’t convince myself I made a satisfying model.
I often accidentally look ahead at all the work I do and get overwhelmed. I don’t know what to do.
call this a cry for attention but I need to write this somewhere so maybe I myself can identify the problem.
All it’s doing right now is echoing around in my brain and just getting louder and more overwhelming.
you can take a look at my art station to see if you can find out why my models suck.
TLDR ; I can’t improve and I don’t know what to do. I’m rotting inside because of how much I hate my own work.