read it as “they found her” and felt relieved for an instant. she had been missing since december, vanished without a trace. i was praying, praying that she was okay.
but i read wrong; the whole message was “they found her dead. i’m sorry”.
my friend. my best friend. we won’t go for a beer no more. we won’t laugh no more. she’ll never draw another breath, i will never breathe the same. time ran out. it just run out on us.
i should’ve loved you more.
I’m so sorry to hear this… Please take care of yourself as I’m sure you are hurting badly. Don’t feel guilty about anything - we are all trying our best and its easy to think we could have “loved more” when theres always stuff we are dealing with at any given time that keeps us from being the perfect friend. I’m sure they appreciated you deeply.
Hello there.
I’m sorry to see you grieving and reaching out here. You won’t get much response here in public. Don’t mind that.
Just know that you are not alone. People here feel for you. Putting those feelings into words is difficult.
Everyone gets knocked down in life. The trick is picking yourself back up. It takes time.
You can do it. You will do it. Cherish the good memories and live for the better days ahead.
Good luck to you and yours. Take care of yourself.
Larry P.