# selfHate **URL:** \ **Category:** Finished Projects\ **Tags:** featured, shading, render, texturing, lighting\ **Created:** [June 18, 2023, 2:41pm UTC](https://blenderartists.org/t/selfhate/1469466 "2023-06-18T14:41:05Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 10\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![witaj](https://blenderartists.org/user_avatar/blenderartists.org/witaj/32/1084776_2.png) [@witaj](https://blenderartists.org/u/witaj)\ **Post date:** [June 18, 2023, 2:41pm UTC](https://blenderartists.org/t/selfhate/1469466/1 "2023-06-18T14:41:05Z")
Hi there, it’s been a while This one is a personal project. Personal struggle that I feel I can share ![selfHate_01](https://blenderartists.org/uploads/default/original/4X/d/b/6/db667213cacacd1e828f5f5d76747f6de968f2a5.png) ![selfHate_02](https://blenderartists.org/uploads/default/original/4X/6/6/d/66d8235e7e255559f37b3ec0dcd16fe073cb68f2.png) Hope you like it. Have a nice day 😃 Here I have some extras ![studio_wire](https://blenderartists.org/uploads/default/original/4X/9/3/2/9321f22f9d76e3957dbe19d719dc2c34ff0b3a57.png) ![studio](https://blenderartists.org/uploads/default/original/4X/6/6/6/6664bdc523f09654c762729342521be3679d6c5e.png) ![white_mate](https://blenderartists.org/uploads/default/original/4X/8/6/3/8635fa6735213d743261ac9400d4a96c2c43a5a7.png) ---
**Author:** ![Okidoki](https://blenderartists.org/user_avatar/blenderartists.org/okidoki/32/1434104_2.png) [@Okidoki](https://blenderartists.org/u/Okidoki)\ **Post date:** [June 20, 2023, 6:43am UTC](https://blenderartists.org/t/selfhate/1469466/2 "2023-06-20T06:43:25Z")
Ups… had to look twice… no… thrice… …going to hide this to mkae other also look and think 😉 [_interesting… hiding also works in levels…_] > **..it's not only..** > > …a cigarette… > > > **..but..** > > > > …a joint… > **..and also:** > > there is something hidden… > > > **..in the smoke..** > > > > …like the personage or the soul… > **And finally** > > …the title… ---
**Author:** ![KAUSTIK](https://blenderartists.org/user_avatar/blenderartists.org/kaustik/32/1215462_2.png) [@KAUSTIK](https://blenderartists.org/u/KAUSTIK)\ **Post date:** [June 21, 2023, 1:16pm UTC](https://blenderartists.org/t/selfhate/1469466/3 "2023-06-21T13:16:03Z")
Yup, also, the Lighter doesn’t say “BIC” Subtle & Sublime! ---
**Author:** ![KAUSTIK](https://blenderartists.org/user_avatar/blenderartists.org/kaustik/32/1215462_2.png) [@KAUSTIK](https://blenderartists.org/u/KAUSTIK)\ **Post date:** [June 21, 2023, 1:16pm UTC](https://blenderartists.org/t/selfhate/1469466/4 "2023-06-21T13:16:45Z")
Can’t read it, but I’d also made a can of “Fat Skull” cause that’s how i feel when i can’t get out of my head :3 ---
**Author:** ![witaj](https://blenderartists.org/user_avatar/blenderartists.org/witaj/32/1084776_2.png) [@witaj](https://blenderartists.org/u/witaj)\ **Post date:** [June 21, 2023, 8:19pm UTC](https://blenderartists.org/t/selfhate/1469466/5 "2023-06-21T20:19:37Z")
> Yup, also, the Lighter doesn’t say “BIC” Nope. Not anymore ![sicLighter](https://blenderartists.org/uploads/default/original/4X/3/7/f/37f930590b5853ff5b4fb1967bcbb4ebf2dcef86.png) > Can’t read it, but I’d also made a can of “Fat Skull” cause that’s how i feel when i can’t get out of my head :3 Here is a closeup, maybe it will lighter a day 🙂 ![energyDrainCan](https://blenderartists.org/uploads/default/original/4X/a/b/7/ab73d276d0eedde7bf36f770cb5bdd714e783168.png) ![energyDrainCanGlossCol](https://blenderartists.org/uploads/default/original/4X/6/3/4/634807633e53ab5edaa993efc3edbcb4060f81fd.png) ---
**Author:** ![KAUSTIK](https://blenderartists.org/user_avatar/blenderartists.org/kaustik/32/1215462_2.png) [@KAUSTIK](https://blenderartists.org/u/KAUSTIK)\ **Post date:** [June 22, 2023, 7:48am UTC](https://blenderartists.org/t/selfhate/1469466/6 "2023-06-22T07:48:51Z")
The attention to detail is very satisfying. Thank you! ---
**Author:** ![bartv](https://blenderartists.org/user_avatar/blenderartists.org/bartv/32/1477233_2.png) [@bartv](https://blenderartists.org/u/bartv)\ **Post date:** [June 24, 2023, 5:00pm UTC](https://blenderartists.org/t/selfhate/1469466/7 "2023-06-24T17:00:32Z")
You’re on the #featured row! 👍 ---
**Author:** ![bartv](https://blenderartists.org/user_avatar/blenderartists.org/bartv/32/1477233_2.png) [@bartv](https://blenderartists.org/u/bartv)\ **Post date:** [June 25, 2023, 10:20am UTC](https://blenderartists.org/t/selfhate/1469466/8 "2023-06-25T10:20:47Z")
I featured you on BlenderNation, have a great weekend! > **[Best of Blender Artists: 2023-25](https://www.blendernation.com/2023/06/25/best-of-blender-artists-2023-25/)** > > Every week, hundreds of artists share their work on the Blender Artists forum. I’m putting some of the best work in the spotlight in a weekly post here on BlenderNation. ---
**Author:** ![bartv](https://blenderartists.org/user_avatar/blenderartists.org/bartv/32/1477233_2.png) [@bartv](https://blenderartists.org/u/bartv)\ **Post date:** [June 30, 2023, 11:31am UTC](https://blenderartists.org/t/selfhate/1469466/9 "2023-06-30T11:31:18Z")
I featured you on BlenderNation, have a great weekend! > **[Best of Blender Artists: 2023-25](https://www.blendernation.com/2023/06/25/best-of-blender-artists-2023-25/)** > > Every week, hundreds of artists share their work on the Blender Artists forum. I’m putting some of the best work in the spotlight in a weekly post here on BlenderNation. ---
**Author:** ![cgqueen](https://blenderartists.org/user_avatar/blenderartists.org/cgqueen/32/817205_2.png) [@cgqueen](https://blenderartists.org/u/cgqueen)\ **Post date:** [August 9, 2023, 7:57pm UTC](https://blenderartists.org/t/selfhate/1469466/10 "2023-08-09T19:57:30Z")
Hi everyone, Here is the “Behind the Scenes” article for this intriguing artwork! Do check out this article, written by the artist himself. It describes the step-by-step process of creating the artwork and provides insight into story visualisation in Blender. > **[Behind the Scenes: Self-Hate](https://www.blendernation.com/2023/08/09/behind-the-scenes-self-hate/)** > > Hi, my name is Grzegorz Giza. I am working as a 3D artist in a small game studio. My adventure with Blender and 3D started around thirteen years ago. This artwork is inspired by events that happened… Regards, Alina Khan Editor at [Blender Nation](https://www.blendernation.com/author/cgqueen/) | [LinkedIn](https://www.linkedin.com/in/cgqueen/)