They say that if the light at the end of your tunnel is orange, you’ve lived a life full of freedom and pleasure. Your priority all your life was your own happiness, but at what cost? Was it worth being selfish for your own joy? There’s no point in thinking about that now.
You accepted the consequences of your actions, and decided to relax while you cross the tunnel. You are aware that what you have done may not be the most correct course of actions, but you don’t regret it one bit. Life was good, at least for you.