Well, it’s not much and most probably it won’t make any sense to most of you…
Anyway, it’s about some thoughts of mine, that have been troubling me for the past 6-7 days…
I did something extremely terrible in the very recent past…
I thought it wouldn’t harm, but it turned out that the consequences were extremely bad, especially to others…
I felt guilty… I wanted to dissappear from the face of the Earth…
The ugly beasts that are haunting me for 29 and a half years, came back demanding my soul…
Yesterday, was the most crucial day… It was like it was my judgement day…
Then suddenly it came…
Someone decided to give me a second chance…
I felt like the Good Lord, wanted to spare my pathetic stupid a$$…
I was forgiven by others…
Then I saw the truth…
It wasn’t the others that wouldn’t forgive me…
It was me who was “punishing” my self, all these years…
I decided, to forgive my self as well…
The beasts, understood their defeat and left shaking their heads, dissapointed…
For the first time after many many years, I went to bed and manage to sleep…
I had a wonderful dream… I was flying…
From all those people that might understand what I’m talking about, I wanna ask:
Do you think that you know how to forgive???
Spyros.
