Now I know of what’s been going on here, but lately it’s been largely causing me pure bitterness. What I mean is wether I have been over emphasizing the Dragon thing or posting art that people say have flaws or putting in moral opinions the responce I get just means bitterness and even almost resorts to violence against my own family.
Even though this board is a blessing to have to find out about Blender I’m also starting to think it’s a curse, I’m starting to think interacting online just doesn’t work and ends up causing me more frustration in the end. Now I may be bitter more then ever because of that.
I also think maybe I have failed, failed to communicate properly both online and in schools I used to go to. But whatever the case I have gotton hurt many times and I can’t have that continue.
If so I’d live a bitter life so be it but if not then who knows if that will happen.