This forum, why it may have just given me bitterness

Now I know of what’s been going on here, but lately it’s been largely causing me pure bitterness. What I mean is wether I have been over emphasizing the Dragon thing or posting art that people say have flaws or putting in moral opinions the responce I get just means bitterness and even almost resorts to violence against my own family.

Even though this board is a blessing to have to find out about Blender I’m also starting to think it’s a curse, I’m starting to think interacting online just doesn’t work and ends up causing me more frustration in the end. Now I may be bitter more then ever because of that.

I also think maybe I have failed, failed to communicate properly both online and in schools I used to go to. But whatever the case I have gotton hurt many times and I can’t have that continue.

If so I’d live a bitter life so be it but if not then who knows if that will happen.

Please read my PM. It’s not a flame, I swear, please read it. And it’d do you a lot of good if you stayed on the Blender forums and out of off-topic. That’s really where you get “hurt” the most, I think. You were a lot calmer when you were Icoxo. Just to let you know.

Since this is the second pity thread in a week, maybe you should stay off the forums for a little while, to help yourself recover.

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I agree…

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Peace dude, now live and learn. :slight_smile:

Is this like some form of suicide note?..

i think the problem is that you have an average of 11.3 posts a day, you are pretty much living on the forum.

i come here almost every day, and usually just look at the off-topic section. i guess you could say i am addicted somewhat. but i have a life to attend to, friends to hang out with, and projects to finish which all keep me content enough.

watch this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7zBr96m_VI

Nah, another pity thread.

He can’t come to terms with the fact that people on the internet (of all places) find him annoying, so he’s trying to make us feel sorry for him, so that he could in turn feel better about himself.

I don’t know what everybody else thinks, but I say he can go f*** himself.

I don’t know what everybody else thinks, but I say he can go f*** himself.

why dont you go edit your post. thats just uncalled for. seriously.

Got my hopes up for nothing then… :stuck_out_tongue: edit: CD, and no we dont want you to commit suicide, we just want you to stop being annoying.

He can’t come to terms with the fact that people on the internet (of all places) find him annoying, so he’s trying to make us feel sorry for him, so that he could in turn feel better about himself.

I don’t know what everybody else thinks, but I say he can go f*** himself.
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Frig: uncalled for?: maybe. carebear factor: 0. He’s attention seeking, he’s getting it, but now in a negative format. Maybe he’ll get the hint and mature up aswell as buff up…

Well, if he has to right to whine like this, I also have the right to speak my mind.

PS: Toughen up. What are you the PC police or something.

PS: Toughen up. What are you the PC police or something.

yes, infact. and i also happen to believe in creationism and intelligent design, and am a strong supporter of the moon landing hoax and also believe that gay marriage is wrong.

joking.

This is really enough Icoxo. If it causes you bitterness THEN STOP POSTING.

Really. Please.

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And here’s a few links for you CD:
http://www.google.com/Top/Kids_and_Teens/Teen_Life/Advice/
http://dmoz.org/Kids_and_Teens/Teen_Life/Advice/
http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/connect.htmlI dont know, see a Psychiatrists(sp?) or somin. seriously.

For myself, I’m not annoyed by you, CD.

Here is a link for you lukus:
http://www.pbskids.org

Is that some form of humor?

Hey folks, not everyone has the luxury of going to see a shrink. WTF do they know anyway? CD is our friend, and he may need help, so let us do that.
This is not a pity thread, just a call for what we can do.

It’s become apparent that CD’s constant threats to wrestle the forum from the perceived clutches of Sago and Wu weren’t just idle threats. Unfortunately, since he’s unable to compete with humour and goodwill, he’s decided to draw attention by trolling.

traitor: I think you’re onto something and I’ve had my suspicions for a little while. I suspect CD’s really a 25 year old university student, possibly even female, doing a thesis on spamming, trolling and internet community mentality - and we’re all the guniea pigs. S/he’s become the forum equivalent of “send this email to everyone you know”.

Lol, wow. Talk about an unorthodox interpretation.