Taking the risk of being chewed up and spit out, I have to get something off my mind.
Having been a (un)soldier, I very much support other militairy personel on a personal level…
A soldier is a tool, thus replaceable…in the eyes of politicians
I have witnessed that second hand…meaning …friend of mine being (mentaly) totalaly fucked up,
getting no help whatsoever after they return, and ending in the gutter…
In su’s family there is a genetic “abnormality” causing some members of my family to have shizofrenia, su is the latest addition to that (so some of my posts can be weird), and it is very well possible that my trip to Yougo has triggered a psychosis, (well I took the risk and new it could happen, so no false symphaty needed, I did it of my own free will)
(what would you do if you saw neighbouring countries building concentration camps?)
To those familiar with shizofrenia: I’m not realy “seeing” things that are not there(as of yet), but I have become socially somewhat “disconnected” to say the least, unable to keep a job, or social contacts( I’m also not bipolar, I’m “blessed” only with the depressing part)
Forums are sometimes a replacement to “getting outside”
but whats happening in the world today has me very worried indeed,
this
http://www.eurolegal.org/useur/uspubpol.htm
site pretty much sums up most of my thought…
As my brother has just returned from Afghanistan, I feel personally “threathened” by bush…he drags my family into this/his war, while having the longest holiday in USpresidential history (or …maybe I am seeing things that nooneelse can?)
seeing this guy smile on tv actually make my stomach turn, and feel litirally sick/ill…
I feel I have the right to an opinion because of mine, and my brother’s “contribution” to various militairy units, and having been “out there” trying to help make this world a better place for all(not some)
This current war has no purpose, if bush wanted to stop WMD he should have invaded Pakistan, except for bushies own agenda.
(topling Saddam wasn’t bad in itself, it’s the lies that bother me).
Can anyone remember the phrase: I’m a uniter, not a divider! …?
Well he splitt this world not only in half, but several other pieces as well…divide and conquer…Alexender the grat once said that I think.
People should unite(they will, but how long it’s gonna take…?)
phhoee…thats a load off my mind (hate me for it if you want to!)
to conclude…
hoping for a safe return for all those abroad…doing their duty.