Just found this:
http://dieorgetsmoked.blogspot.com/
Feel bad for him 
Wow, idd.
It’s sad when someone forces you to be someone you’re not.
he should try to break out.
P
Sounds kinda emo.
Yup. very sad. The saddest part is that his gf is doing that to him.
I suggest he do this.
Loads of people feel like that so I can’t say I feel particularly sorry for him because he’s start a blog about it - it’s quite a pathetic cry for attention just as myspace sites are pathetic attempts at making real friends. I could sympathize if his circumstances were more out of his control but he’s basically saying his girlfriend is making his life a misery and yet refuses to break up with her. As I’ve always said, there are only 3 things you can do in life: change the system, endure it or escape from it. He doesn’t want to change it and he say he can’t endure it so there’s only one choice left and drugs and suicide both fall into that category.
Escapism eh?
If his self-esteem is so damn low, his own image is so bad and he doesn’t respect himself, than of course he doesn’t ditch the bitch and/or gets a life.
I don’t feel sorry for him. Many people can compare themselves with that guy, even though most don’t admit it. Advice won’t do him any good. He needs a good waking.
sing WAAAKE UUUP!!! sings